I dont usually know where Im going, but I know Im going somewhere so its not a big deal to me. I felt myself being needy, I got a knot in my stomach holding my phone thinking about calling you so I just put it down and found someone else to hang out with. My night went bad so I blame you, mostly because I wanted to see you and you didnt call like you said you would. Im becoming my worst nightmare, that needy guy, and you dont care. The heel is on the other foot.
All things must pass, I feel alone. Dick in hand i stroke and stroke till i have euphoria, Im afraid I cant cum anymore. Im afraid the deed has been done and Ive fucked myself over, every mans asshole looks like a wound i need to dig into and hurt! I cant let that wound heal! I cant let that man have a better life than I have, I cant let him know that with each thrust I beat my hate into him! I hate man he’s so mean and i cant help but love him so, and eventually let him fuck me.